It’s my birthday today. 46.

I didn’t have to work today, so that’s nice.

It’s the small things that make me feel sad. I always looked forward to my dad’s bday calls. He was always so excited for me. 💟

These in-between birthdays aren’t that eventful. When I hit 50, then I’ll woop it up.

I’m going out for a nice meal with two of my friends tonight. Good company and a piece of cake is enough for me these days. 🥰

Currently listening to some En:vy and Particle.


Another One Kiki

And just like that, another year goes by.

Chin Chin to 14 years! This is a blog I try to delete regularly, but it continues to be a much needed gift of catharsis for my poor addled brain.

I went to bed at 8:15 pm on a Friday night. Looks like AARP will have a new member sooner than later. 😂

Now it’s 3:12 am and I’m up and wide awake, doing my homework and listening to tunes.

I already listened to the new Zero T album and now I’ve moved on to a little Artificial Intelligence.

Fingers crossed I fall back asleep easily.

A Year Older Kiki

It’s my birthday today. I’m 45.

I’ve never been a person that cared about getting older, and I still don’t. But, 45 does sound old as hell. 😂

I’m missing my dad today. His birthday calls were always so sweet. 💜

I love those days when Spotify just gets you. I’ve been learning how to use Storyline to create learning objects, and you know how learning any program goes; I spent like 5 hours zoning out to dnb and trying my damndest to get all my triggers, layers, hotspots etc to work. The radio station based of my playlist was straight 🔥🔥🔥. Heard a bunch of “new to me” tunes.

I know nothing about Italian dnb. This is my first timing hearing these guys and I loved the whole EP.

I know who In:Most is, but didn’t really start listening to their stuff until last year. Found this old tune from 2017 and I’m loving it.

I also know of Athena. Hadn’t heard this track before though. It came out earlier this year. Such a pretty tune.

Mask Kiki

It’s my dad’s birthday today. He would have been 91. Happy Birthday Daddy. 🥳

I’ve been busy this past week. I was feeling really down with my dad’s looming birthday and had been trying to keep myself active so I wouldn’t be crying every day. I don’t have any issues with crying, I just didn’t feel like being sad all week though, so I decided to do other shit instead.

I mean it’s not all bad, I have gotten a lot of stuff done which is good, since we know how much I love to procrastinate. The only problem is depression room (I love how I just keep pretending this is an actual phrase. I mean, I’m sure you know what I’m talking about so whatevs) has set in and I’m going to have to clean it today.

An upside to depression room is when its over I just zone out to dnb and end up with a spic and span room that satisfies all my OCD needs.

Teenager Kiki

13 years with DnB & Kiki and 20 years blogging. That’s bonkers.

I’ve thought about deleting this blog many times, but I kinda like that it’s always there when I want to wax poetic about dnb. 🥰🥰🥰

Listening to some Monty to try and liven up this dreary day.


It was my bday on Saturday. I have a pretty decent sized patio at my house and it’s come in pretty handy during quarantine as I’ve been able to have socially distanced hangs with a few friends. I had 3 friends over and we just sat outside and enjoyed numerious bottles of champagne and rosé and bougie snacks. I quite enjoyed the day! 🥰

It’s a holiday today. I’m just putt putting around getting house shit done and enjoying this Hybrid Minds Essential Mix.

Hope you all are having a fab day.


Tracklist Hybrid Minds – Don’t Ever ft. DRS
Monrroe – Never Too Old ft. Emily Makis
Hybrid Minds – Supernova ft. Catching Cairo
Ownglow – Back To You
Jome – Cinnamon (Hybrid Minds Remix)
Cyantific – Bloodline (Hybrid Minds Remix)
Hybrid Minds – Kismet ft. Riya
Hybrid Minds – Brighter Days ft. Charlotte Haining
Etherwood – Away From It All
Hybrid Minds – Solitude ft. Alexa Harley
Lost Frequencies & Netsky – Here With You VIP
Fred V – Away ft. Vonnac
Culprate – No Words (Dexcell Remix)
Tatora – Believe
Etherwood – Falling Out Of Consciousness

ft. Georgia Yates & Bev Lee Harling VIP
Fred V & Grafix – Clouds Cross Skies
Hybrid Minds – Phoenix ft. Alexa Harley
Drumsound & Bassline Smith – Through The Night ft. Tom Cane
Fourward – Lose Control
Shy Fx – Bye Bye Bye (S.P.Y Remix)
Hybrid Minds – Meant To Be ft. Grimm
Total Science – Lightweight Remix
BCee & Blu Mar Ten – Grow ft. Charlotte Haining (Kove Remix)
Delta Heavy – White Flag VIP
Hybrid Minds – Inside ft. Emily Jones
Freya Ridings – Love Is Fire (Hybrid Minds Bootleg)
Ghostface ft. Neyo – Back Like Dat – DJ Marky & Bungle Remix
Brookes Brothers – The Light
Eastcolours – Keys

Hybrid Minds – Summer Rain ft. Grimm
Hybrid Minds – ID
Tokyo Prose – Rescue
Whiney – Better With You ft. Alex Frankl
Hybrid Minds – ID
Moby – Porcelain (Pola & Bryson Remix)
Halogenix – Independent
Tokyo Prose – Jacknife
Mohican Sun – Darkest Hour
Chase & Status – Blind Faith ft. Liam Bailey (Loadstar Remix)
The Sauce – 100
Liam Bailey – You Saw The Devil In Me ft. DRS (Dogger & Mindstate Remix)
Marky & S.P.Y – Love Affair
Artificial Intelligence – Missing Piece
Camo & Krooked – Dissolve Me
Emperor – Saved Me
DRS & Dynamite – Fix It All ft. London Elektricity
London Grammar – If You Wait (Calibre Remix)

Jakwob – Blinding (Hybrid Minds Remix)
Jareth – Kaleidoscope (Hybrid Minds Remix)
Dawn Wall – Seeds Of Change
Wilkinson – Half Light
Friction & Bou – Seizure ft. Trigga
Delta Heavy & Zeds Dead – Lift You Up
Shy Fx – Roll The Dice ft. Stamina MC & Lily Allen (The Sauce Remix)
Daughter – Youth (Hybrid Minds Bootleg)
Hybrid Minds – Listen ft. Tiffani Juno
Workforce – Common Interests
Flume – Rushing Back (Ekko & Sidetrack Bootleg)
Enei – Icon Face
BCee – Lost & Found ft. Rocky Nti (Hybrid Minds Remix)
LSB – Missing You ft. DRS & Tyler Daley
Spectrasoul – Faithful
Hybrid Minds – Paint By Numbers ft. Charlotte Haining
Camo & Krooked – Climax
BCee & Charlotte Haining – Love For The Fallen ft. DRS
Enei – Rollin Machine

Marcus Intalex – Celestial Navigation ft. S.P.Y
Wilkinson – Afterglow
Bcee & Charlotte Haining – The Hills (Stay Here)
Hybrid Minds & Fred V – Drowning In You
Wilkinson & Dimension – Rush
Hybrid Minds – Higher Love ft. Charlotte Haining
Simula – See It Through My Eyes
Sensa & Haste – The Place
Hybrid Minds – Pretend ft. Rocky Nti
Culture Shock – There For You (LSB Remix)
Dossa & Locuzzed – Tha Bird ft. DJ Marky
Pendulum – Tarantula (Shockone x Ekko & Sidetrack Bootleg)
Birdy – Wings (Nu:Logic Remix)
Makoto & Danny Wheeler – Sunshine
Tom Walker – You & I (Hybrid Minds Remix)
Friction & JP Cooper – Dancing (Dawn Wall Remix)

Workforce – Heart Crossed
Clipz – Down 4
Dimension – UK (Skrillex Edit)
DJ Fresh – Foreigner
Action Bronson – Baby Blue (Trex Bootleg)
Ben Howard – Conrad (Hybrid Minds Bootleg)
Tokyo Prose – See Through Love
Hybrid Minds – Touch ft. Tiffani Juno (Tokyo Prose 2020 Remix)
BCee, Charlotte Haining & Etherwood – Little Bit Lighter
Dexcell – Landscape
DRS & Dynamite – Playing In The Dark ft. The Vanguard Project
Hybrid Minds – In Your Arms ft. Koven
Fred V & Grafix – When You Appear


11 bday

Still grindin’.  Still here.  Still lovin’ dnb.  Still don’t update a lot, but still love having a platform to share whenever there’s some mix or tune that I’m obsessed with.  

Artificial Intelligence helping me celebrate 11 years.


Born Dayzzzzz

9 years! 🎈🎊🎈🎊🎈


For a person like me, who has endless chatter in her head, blogging has always been a blessing.  I’ve had this blog for 9 years, and had my old one for 7.  That’s 16 years of having a platform to blab incessantly, about whatever I please.  Here’s to many more. 😚



Guess who’s 8?

Happy Bday DnB & Kiki!

I’m glad I decided not to scrap this blog.  I like having a place to wax nostalgic about my love for dnb whenever I feel like it.  That was why I started it in the first place! ❤

I know this mix is old but it’s still so good and it’s what I felt like listening to today. 🙂


Loz Contreras – Baby It’s You
Total Science – Soul Patrol
A.I – Movin’ On (DJ Marky & Bungle Remix)
Random Movement – Good Enough
Total Science, S.P.Y & Riya – Piano Funk
Command Strange – Rock Steady (Lenzman Remix)
Random Movement – Can’t See You
Dave Owen – Deep Breathin’
Intelligent Manners & Malaky – Get Funky
Technimatic – Looking For Diversion
Macca & Loz Contreras – Wanna Be Your Lover
Satl – Joy
High Contrast – Make It Tonight
Satl – B.L.O
Intelligent Manners – Love Is Love
Chris Turner – Liquid Love (Kasper Remix)
Loz Contreras – Disco Kiss
Macca & Loz Contreras – Players Ways
Zero T & Icicle – Go 4 Yours
Makoto & MC Conrad – Golden Girl (Lenzman VIP)
Zero 7 – In The Waiting Line (S.P.Y Remix)
Dave Owen – Yo Girl
Malaky & Satl – For Your Love
Submorophics – Long Been Gone
Loz Contreras Vs. Apex – Favela Stories/Space Between
LTJ Bukem – Atlantis (I Need You) (DJ Marky & S.P.Y Remix)
DJ Marky – Silly
Impish – The Groove
Macca & Loz Contreras – Honey Sugar