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Mask Kiki

It’s my dad’s birthday today. He would have been 91. Happy Birthday Daddy. 🥳

I’ve been busy this past week. I was feeling really down with my dad’s looming birthday and had been trying to keep myself active so I wouldn’t be crying every day. I don’t have any issues with crying, I just didn’t feel like being sad all week though, so I decided to do other shit instead.

I mean it’s not all bad, I have gotten a lot of stuff done which is good, since we know how much I love to procrastinate. The only problem is depression room (I love how I just keep pretending this is an actual phrase. I mean, I’m sure you know what I’m talking about so whatevs) has set in and I’m going to have to clean it today.

An upside to depression room is when its over I just zone out to dnb and end up with a spic and span room that satisfies all my OCD needs.

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Ups & Downs Kiki

I can’t believe it’s been 5 months since my dad passed. Some of the months have been bearable, some unimaginably unbearable.

I’m just coming out of a depression room funk. You know those ones where if you look around your room it 100% reflects your state of mind.

Anyway, it’s Saturday. I’m cleaning, doing laundry and listening to Waeys. I’m a new Waeys fan. Had no clue who he was before, but now I definitely do. I dig his style. Starting my morning off with this tune below. Loving the Duskee vocal too. 🤩